For appointment informally dressed, loaded up my friends get nervous, but when the time of the meeting, were allowed to fuck.
told me not to hesitate to call if things got tense and / or dense jaajjaa!
Upon arrival, the Tano left the car and shook me in a hug. Was as big as ever.
talked about several issues, but what he really wanted to know was what he was.
still remember his subtle question:
- Well, no one hit me for being on your side?
various situations experienced because of Diego's temper, but I explained that I was alone.
went to a pub, we Fernet con Coca (and lemon added for me) and I did not realize that passed more to me than yours. I apologized to the reality that I would update since it came on weekends from one disease to another.
Hence we agreed to go to a lanyard for dinner, plus the Fernet, an empty stomach and nerves were not very good for an appointment.
While we dined, we were talking about everything until we got to the point of my ex-husband. I told him not to talk about it was because everything was in the hands of lawyers and do not want to ruin the night with that issue.
He took my hand and said he felt he had pain for my eyes have changed. He also told me he knew everything about Diego, Dad and my brother.
told me that I had sent his condolences, he replied that he was aware that if I sent a "thank you" was not to bother in his life.
He told me that if I had given any sign had come to embrace me in person but did not want to invade.
Fortunately, turned the conversation to other subjects, and at midnight I asked if he should bring me to my house safely.
laugh by its occurrence and asked me if I drove to the waterfront, where for 15 years, approximately, had led for the first time .
I was thoughtful, could not come back to these places with him.
As we advanced, I retreated in time and space. I suppose the fact to be continued (at that time) on the blog, gave me a deja vu. We got
the car and walked along the trail, running along the river, which had so often walked with Diego, where Laura saw him with his former , where we gathered when they played with the rock band.
And it hurt.
I turned to talk something with it, and saw that I also looked surprised.
He said he was aware that the time had passed but if I could, back to that instant. And I asked if I was aware that it was he who was with me and had been so long.
Of course he was aware it, and if he knew he had a blog where he talked about and much, very aware that was just for the memories, maybe, I had realized ... or not.
I told him the fact that he was divorced, did not mean he was doing collection of types in my life, I was aware that the time had passed and I do not regret the choices I made because it was what I felt at that moment, he had also understood that she was alive, and my love was not dead, but mutated, and I mobilized the memories stay with him and always remembered with affection because he had ported great.
And he still had the music box.
He was surprised, and told me I could not believe.
And he still had a bracelet given to him (carved, it was beautiful).
remember I kissed her hand, and was approaching slowly.
Nothing happened, just helped me get up.
keep talking, holding hands, and in those years, but with the difference that the issues that we tried and did not revolve around school, graduation trips, dating, etc., but since our themes were: children, partners, ex, friends, family, ...
laburos Al got into the car, got flipped the seat belt and locked me. He laughed and helped me and explained how to do it.
I think the closeness and everything we had drunk, talked (both by chat, phone and at that time, personally), made our mouths come together, trying to find a recognition on the other.
At one point, I asked him to stop. He thought he had gone too fast but strange voices made me stop. Passed some lambs began to celebrate, lol!
We laughed, and he recalled:
- It's always treated you like china, I never meant disrespect.
- Well, I wanted what I miss ... - I said, without thinking, without restrain (damn fernet).
were already adults, and the truth, all I cared a damn.
had been "bumps" with a patovica several months ago, but out of spite, thanks to Gus, and I realized that the Tano was not out of spite.
I felt comfortable with him, and amused me that when you're big time are different than when you're a girl.
What is not is whether the fact of having been in a place that held so many memories that went hand in hand with what we had on this blog, influenced the decision.
But the truth was that I ventured.
And Stanley, Fortunately, with the Tano could CONSOLIDATED! (Is that Stan really bother me all last year, talking about the potential of the Tano masturbation in my honor, jajajaa).
And so we begin with the Tano, another story.
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