The next day I wake up who went to Santi.
was the urgent need to tell everything, to find - somehow - approval. Meet
for 18 years and were close friends since 2000, gives the absolute right to tell the truth in the face, without anesthesia.
remember his face. Surprised to see me so early and even more, when I said I did not sleep.
I showed up with goodies for breakfast and had no choice but to make coffee.
- So, over all - he said.
And that's what I did.
He scrutinized my eyes, trying to dive into my depths, trying to figure out if I really felt good.
always had the ability to calm my storms.
And I had said that if the thin worth, this time the relationship should not be shit.
- But it is another newly separated!
- Y?? No mistake, it is Gustavo.
was right. Gus it was the karma of Diego, and the Tano could touch the karma of Gus.
- Santi, I have fear. To me there is one that I do well.
- Pau, you do not go right things because you do not put forward or commitment. And you begin a relationship flattens. I stubbornly not to move forward. For a powder is fine, you're the best choice of any man, but for something serious, you're a complication and the eggs are delicate, they break if both sacudÃs.
I laughed with his metaphor. Has that thing to put humor in the worst truths that pulls me in the face.
there I went quiet.
While the relationship with the Tano flourished, my life was complete chaos.
court hearings because of the rebound in pork and my daughter was wrong at school, sad and everything slipped (it was terrible to check that his father used it to hurt me and threatened to take away and I never would), the damn Flu forced the closure you, my old woman who had fallen ill and subsequent depression that led to the psychologist and psychiatrist (one year of treatment, discharge and is like new!), the anniversary of Diego (10 years of his departure), the birthday of my brother (who's a fucking accident took away the possibility Living together is a date that hurts), quilombos in laburo and I have to leave my place of work and go flying to school for my daughter because my ex was psychotic break balls and other things that no are relevant and those already reflected in this blog last year and neither for linking me, made my life were a shit.
resists both kind of relationship??
ball How I can give someone if I have the time nor the desire to continue, even living? And if living was (and always will be) by Mely. How
do to have time for me if I went with the lawyers trying to stop this madness that drove us crazy (pun intended).
How do to get my head had a price, which I had put my ex.
I explain to my daughter the inexplicable, and to break your heart when you said: "My dad does not like me, only cares about silver and smite you. I heard hidden when you said it. "
was not our time with the Tano. Again.
And the distance became longer as the days passed and my stubbornness of not telling everything that was wrong.
survived as long as I could, I threw a bomb Duck:
- You're blind, do not want to see what you have in your face.
not understand what he meant, and she, for the first time, chose to let it sting.
drama did not me, because I was not left over for riddles.
The Tano and I were in the final stretch of a goodbye announced.
Luckily, it was without trauma. And now belongs to my circle of friends.
Among us there will be one more round. He arranged with his wife and I have to Marinovio.
But there is still a bit more to get to my love.
Good weekend, because on Thursday will be complicated and Friday I will not be, as set out in school girl! As they do not act, submit a sample associated with the Bicentennial, and other goodies!
Sure, the batteries will be Saturday, also goes yirando Marinovio climbing a hill, hahaha!
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