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where I could find peace, or add more distress: the cemetery.

I remember sitting on the grass. I saw the names of my father (Hector) and my brother (Ivan).

That time did not go to the grave of Diego.

I think of my family with me more than enough for now. Or I was face to face even the remains of Diego, after the confession of Santiago.

many years ago, thanks to my ex (and before Mely pregnant), I had a suicide attempt.

Tome pills and alcohol.

worked in a place where they had free access to these drugs (Lexotanil, Valium, Rohypnol, trapax, etc).

was the first and only time all three the fuck bother me.

was a way to get help ... and I did not get those who were.

I will not delve into this but I wanted to mention it to be understood why, somehow, Sam was worried.

He, as Karina and Pato, inquired the only one who knew where he was involved, my daughter.

Mely told them he had gone to bring flowers to abu and uncle.

meantime, my mind went all my life, like a low budget film where the editing was so bad that I jump from the past and present, and, without stopping.

And at some point I saw them.

were at a safe distance, watching.

I felt tired. It is to be put claws, but sometimes one is also entitled to feel ill, about to burst.

In my home I could not, on the street less, so I had to go to a place whether or puteaba screaming or crying, no one would be astonished.

I wiped every tear, I prayed for my family, my daughter, and for the first time, I begged my dad and my brother not to leave me.

After saying goodbye to them, I stick close to my dear friends.

- I will not say anything I please - I said.

The girls did not understand how there was still left with a bazooka to blow that I put forward. I do not quite understand, but I figured that even the madness I had not arrived.

Santi noted by the rearview mirror.

felt his insistent gaze, penetrating trying to see ...

En la camioneta comenzaba a sonar Gustavo Cerati, con:

“ La espera me agotó

No sé nada de vos

Dejaste tanto en mí.

En llamas me acosté

En un lento degradé

Supe que te perdí... ”

Creo que hasta la radio se había confabulado…

Fortunately, because of all cash, Santi came to offer his hand.

Which greatly appreciated, because really, between my old sick and my daughter emotionally upset, plus tours of the police and the school of my health that was wrong and could not recover from the all over my stressful work, more everything, any help would be welcomed.

Although in my family are all very close, had been a slump in which we all had a fucking problem.

But whenever I was alone with him could not talk about.

One day I said in passing:

- The silence should not be uncomfortable. Sometimes it's good to share.

Another day he said.

- I made stupid by saying things like that, and almost cost me a friendship. But I have faith that I'll be back.

said those things (and others) and left me with a warm embrace.

The girls began to list, suddenly, all the qualities of Santiago.

talked about having a good back, a beautiful big eyes, a great height, and he deserved to have someone to love him.

And they added that surely someone would fish soon.

- What, go into something? - Asked for joy. I swear I did not realize, but they saw "that" I no idea.

- He is very reserved, but go with Marc, and certainly going to do leg to meet someone and forget the crap that was sent to you - I said Karina, without taking his eyes off her.

- Jajajaajaja - here the laughter was forced, I admit it - you remember that a nail is not removed to another??

- Ok, but you did well, certainly convinces Marce. Dress that is persuasive!

I think to myself, unconsciously, I hated Marcel.

- Santiago not sent me any crap, maybe it was rough, but nothing more. I still loved him very much.

And at that moment, it germinated from our friends, the crazy idea to make us give us the opportunity to try ... even at the cost of ruining the best relationship of friendship we had.

Even at the cost of sending the devil those 17 years of camaraderie those 10 years of absolute loyalty.

The 2009 still had not finished, and lacked the touch of our great friends ...

But that comes next!!

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Amig @ s, I will not be able to post these days, but I wish you a HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!! START

May this 2011 be better than being, for unity, peace, love, health, work.

May we grow, we can achieve our dreams and desires.

Anyway, be happy next to our loved ones!!

Congratulations to everyone!!

(Do not be surprised, I see your blogs !!!!)

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MERRY CHRISTMAS! MARINOVIO

Many know that this particular feast I find it difficult, and more this year. For all we know.

But that does not mean they do not greet you all

Right now I'm broiling heat, and as later it will be impossible I decided to leave this entry set.

Friends, be happy, enjoy it very much, and pass it cute, surrounded by people who love and are loved.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

affectionate kisses and hugs to everyone!!

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The only time I felt bad, no ... rather, the only time I felt responsible for the discomfort of someone, it was last year. And who would have wanted to do less damage.

I went to look because there was more. Because it would pain me.

gave me it's always about safety.

were always on hand, from each other.

spoke with him right up. It was my body and soul healing.

But by being transparent manner, could not keep fixing what was germinating inside.

For him, things he was being difficult, and felt unfair to have to hide their feelings, disguise.

That afternoon, where I felt bad about everything I wrote ACA, and having the feeling that in a past life have I been flower bitch, and in this life came to pay, made me angry. At least I could remember everything bad I did not ???!!!

Thus, whenever the emotional edge of the ledge, I found a sad man.

My closest friend could no longer holding back because he had his own backpack punishment, and guilt feelings.

And I said in the face and did not see me as a friend, that in this year's feelings changed, he tried to fight it, so I am encouraged to know people, because it could not be, because I had been the great love of his friend. How he could take care of him if he had failed because it should never look at me.

And that was hurting him without noticing.

I also made clear that his love had begun to be born in the same year (2009).

I felt so, so bad that I went to hell as if Satan himself after me.

was plunged into the biggest problems with my old patient, with a partner who was coming down again (the Tano), with the anniversary of Diego (a decade since his departure), with the anniversary of my brother (5 fucking years), my daughter was ill and had to go to a psychologist, I cited the school because she was not studying he was always distracted, he could get to repeat the year (all thanks to my ex-pig) with my quilombos ex, walks by the Court and police stations, etc. Thing we needed was to add another mambo more.

And I hated life, and I said to myself that preys the world with me.

could go so long??

of which I was never put the other cheek, but also went through life cagándosela anyone.

I felt alone.

That night I did not want to get home, my cellular Marce sounded because I was looking like crazy (Santi, for the first time in these 18 years we know, let me go).

Me: - What do you want?

Marce - Pau, I spoke with James, where are you?

Me: - I do not give more, but I'm not asshole, I'm not going to kill myself. Mely I need.

Marce: - So, you're no fool, but sometimes a distraction, not ...

understood his concern. Last year, with all that in tow, I was on several occasions to the verge of a vehicle that ran over me. As not sleep because of the nerves and worries, living zombie.

I said where I was, and in a short time, I had a Marc by my side.

remember having big hug.

He told me cute things, trying to make me think I'm not angry with James for having said that truth.

But that was not only.

Actually, it was the combo I had in my life.

had bottomed out, and the coup de grace was given to me Santi.

had lost my friend and I tore the soul.

That night, I could not sleep.

And selfishly I thought, "Why did not continue pretending?"

For several days we had no contact. Although we both knew the other by our friends.

In his case, gave me room to lower the decibels and understanding that my mind should be firm and lucid for battle on my own wars.

In my case, I did not know what to say. From time to time had become a stranger.

We met in the least thought ...

But that's for next Monday!

Good weekend to everyone!!

A big hug!

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Luckily, since school ended. Mely

graduated, we had New Year's Eve in school, outside, medal and diploma, huevazos and flour everywhere!

A stage accomplished, an emotion that overwhelms me, and could not help but remember their first steps in that distant first grade.

Now let's walk together, as always, in the new stage which is the secondary, but I relax, and enjoy the holidays!

Mely Congratulations, you're my pride, my love, my everything!

I tell you, among all this, I had time to look for a psychologist. Never thought I needed, because I was always of putting up, pull forward and perhaps I took a few days when I painted the crash.

But it is true that sometimes I feel it's much everything, that the burden is very heavy to me, and deal with complex situations, I have to stress so strong that not even the holidays and leisure dissipate me .

My head never stops.

therapy Some people do and say they do well. My problem is that what I told here is only part of everything, and I had a hard time narrating, so imagine what it would talk to someone!

So I thanked them many suggestions from various professionals, but I decided to look for me, personally, and the less well known is among my friends and / or family, the better!

I found it, but with such bad luck takes a vacation in January, jajajajaa!

I also am going to do, but I felt a little weird to start now, for as few sessions.

I'm very anxious, I admit. If I start something, I will not cut it.

More so because he did not know where they could derive my talks with him.

Specifically, he planned where to start, but were sometimes start talking about something and you end up on the other side that you can not image.

It happened with my daughter's psychologist. When I went to talk to him, before attending her first session was with me.

And one thing I went through the branches. He was the last year, when everything was like the sunrise.

For that reason, I struggled to leave everything behind and starting in February the same now.

How I feel good right now, and I am struggling as I can with these sacred dates (9 years ago met the death of my father) decided to leave everything to February, when he returns.

So are the things we want s! @ @ s friend!

Now I can say that times are accommodating. On Saturday we celebrated the new year with friends @ s, Sunday (noon) we met the girls alone, but now I can officially say that I have a little more time than when I wrote this post the first days of December.

I thank you for your comments @ s were as loving as ever, comprehensivist @ s, and that I appreciate much!

leave for a while now, calorrrrrrrrrrr ago, but since I started the post of MARINOVIO, jajajajajja!

In the first minutes of Friday, I'll upload it and rounding this story of love that makes us feel so good both my daughter and me.

Kisses!

Until tonight, after 0:05 pm!

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I went back and I will be postings in December ...

This month is complicated, there is nothing to give.

Maybe a Rivotril, a alplax, but I can not abuse ... but I do feel like a big nap sleep!

The question is this:

Mely was bombarded with exams, and that means being outstanding.

Those who are parents, we know what that means, most in this age where the kids "accuse" estréssssss! Yes, the very cheeky are tired!

Luckily getting excellent grades coming!

If we add:

I'm exhausted physically and mentally. No way around it, and my friends and I have noted in different places: here did The Perris, Tommy and El Profe, in my everyday life my sister tells me, marinovio, Marce and significant others.

Those who read me regularly know that this year is (or was) the best.

That was me (last day) a subpoena for the 28/02/1911 that made my hair stand on end and fired a barrage of anger and hatred, in addition to the unwelcome visit from my ex mother in law (manipulative ditto the pig, so I know who came out ... bah, I confirmed).

And I went through different moods and remember best.

know that I visit, and I appreciate the patience of tod @ s, and also know that when I miss too much is because truth, I CAN NOT WITH MY LIFE!

And when things happen are related to my ex, I should be up Mely.

That also understand that I read from almost two years blogueriles.

So all I can say is that, little by little, I will be putting up with their blogs, (a Princess Adora, congratulations on the 100 post! And many mássssss come, my dear !!!).

But I owe an explanation because, believe it or not, units are very important to me, my family bloggers!!

And not come to this:

is

I decided to stop the ball.

that a psychiatrist would be happy to lock me up, hahaha, but I'll give you a taste, jejejeje!!

So I tell this week can breathe a bit (Tuesday is the last race of the baby), the 12/12 is the little party of graduates from 6th grade, that will do that Sunday outdoors in a beautiful place, the 14/12 give him the medal and he chose me to be that of! SEEE drool to liters, jajajajaa!

without goodbyes And this year that has already started, I say that December is tricky!

Well, you know, I'm not just under a couple of changes to regain a little sanity (I have faith I have not yet lost, jejejee), and slowly come back to tell who he was and what was pending (I have the hope to Marinovio drunk in some of the layoffs and post all of a throw, lol, because who know him know that he is shy boy).

Now, I leave a kiss to each home, newly arrived and it seemed just tell you a little more about me, my absence is not programmed to know that circumstances sometimes you away but the heart is here, the trail, you give me a lot, without even knowing it.

THANKS!!

EXCUSE THE WAY, A LITTLE messy, THIS POST, BUT I HAVE DREAMS, AND LATER THAT I'M NOT ABLE TO ENTER.

MORE KISSES AND HUGS, A UDS, MI FAMILIA BLOGGER!